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Posted by manic666 on November 1, 2008, at 5:16:05
the reason i think i am still 30 not 60, is i lost half my life if not more to depression you sort of live parallel lives one good one bad do you not think gang.well not all bad actually in depression some things come to the front mabye music you would not entertain if normal, imotions are on high alert. you cry in turmoil but you cry mabye again not if normal. somtimes in a bad attack for some reason mabye the monster lets go, or your meds hit the spot you i dont no but you can for a time feel in utopia, not for long thats just a teaser till the moster returns to continue his distruction. but do normals feel this i dout it.out of depression we look for every thing we think we have missed, but can be disapointed life is not as perfect as we hope so mabye an just maby being normal is not all its cracked up to be. MANIC666
Posted by Phillipa on November 1, 2008, at 11:52:21
In reply to TWO LIVES, posted by manic666 on November 1, 2008, at 5:16:05
Manic I think you're saying you're bipolar and when manic feel good then you fall into a pit. And when out of the pit you normalize til the next bout. Is that correct as I'm not sure just guessing. Well I feel lots of people have a different definition of what normal is. When I felt I was normal I felt fine and loved working but still got bored at times. Sometimes I could be content reading for a few days then got bored again. I've always needed some sort of aerobic excercise to actually make me feel good. Where I had energy and wanted to do lots of things. And sometimes those things were not as good as I expected them to be. So in summary I feel even normal per say has it's ups and downs too. I've always started things all excited and then it wears off and it's the same old same old. Is this what you mean? Love Phillipa
Posted by manic666 on November 1, 2008, at 13:31:55
In reply to Re: TWO LIVES » manic666, posted by Phillipa on November 1, 2008, at 11:52:21
nearly right, im not saying i am manic no one has told me that. but in england no one tell you anything. no i mean out of deep depression life can be dull at times as the normals must no . but sometimes even in the pit of depression a gap may appear, an for a minute or longer your life is better than the normals.then back you go to the torment.manic666
Posted by Phillipa on November 1, 2008, at 13:51:10
In reply to Re: TWO LIVES, posted by manic666 on November 1, 2008, at 13:31:55
Got it yes sometimes something seems to happen and it's wonder and then the next day the feeling fades is that it? Love Phillipa xxx
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