Posted by marfaith on June 1, 2005, at 14:02:32
This may sound like a stupid question, but, how long? My mother died three years ago and I feel like it was yesterday. I don't enjoy any holiday's. I have a reoccurring dream that it is Christmas Day and I haven't put up my tree or any Christmas decorations because she is gone. My dad died one year ago. I feel like a little kid that just wants her parents back. I am a married middle aged woman and have grown kids of my own, but, I am depressed all the time. I have dealt with depression before so this is nothing new. Most of the time I don't want to be here. I do take medication that I really don't think is helping me, but then again, I may be a lot worse if I weren't taking it. I don't know what to do at this point. I just go through the motions.
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